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Date: 1.6.09 Time: 8:03 am
More on concert, here it goes Amanda mentioned the sinking in of reality, i do feel it now. The emptiness inside me today, or well yesterday too. It's weird you know, how i didnt really treasure it last time, some pieces i dread playing, and now i miss them like crazy. Take a walk down memory lane, long long time ago. Back in sec4days, the last part of it, how we began talking about cca in jc and stuff like, harmoc never cross my mind, in fact i was still wondering why so many seniors of mine are in harmoc. And when i came to vj, harmoc was still not what i wanted, i was unsure choosing cca-s, but eventually i have no idea why also, i settled on harmoc. Then the opportunity came, for me to play on the piano for their SYF songs. Symphony No. 40, and all that jazz. The experience on stage was truly amazing. Make the hours and hours of practice worth it. We were all tired the time we went up on stage, i was really scared, i knew i couldnt afford to make any mistakes, tempo in particular. And soon SYF was over. Saturday, the two songs on stage was amazing, really amazing, the silver song whatever, all i cared is i played with pride for that. Im really proud of us, really. Then followed by 2J1 songs and section song. haha yes 5 consecutive songs, down to LT5 and slacked abit before my heart beats like mad before pirates. You know, never at all did i played correctly through the whole song, skipped tech run to practice in the morng, and bad move as a pianist i strained myself, Full run1 was a complete ZZZ, i was really scared so dragged amanda to practice more before full run 2 which was slightly better but still kinda lost somewhere somehow. And yes i kept changing my score throughout the day, kept practicing and adapting. Then it was the real thing. Wow amazing i have to say, it was the best best most coordinated performance ever, every single note, every single beat was in place. Ecstatic yay! Jieqi, Amanada, Gwen, Wanqing, Gab, Simin, Qiaoni, we totally rock the stage, totally :D Followed by another group song. And back in LT5 we started cam whoring like nobody's business, haha it's all in simin's camera! The rest of the evening was just the way it is. Was damn happy when it's over, but it was kinda a mixed feeling thing. It ended like finally, after months of hard work and last week of hell, yup i do treasure all the practice with seniors but it was tiring too. Mixed feelings like can you believe this, the first concert is over, the next concert will be our last concert. Just like that, we blink our eyes and wow gone. No more practice with J2s, everything will be just J1s, i dont know just argh. It seems like yesterday that i just came into harmoc, and now we're the ones left there, no more a junior, no more a newcomer whatsoever. Okay and handover was on saturday too! After lunch we had stepdown and stepup. Well i dont really know how to express what i feel now. Somethings shouldnt appear here i think. Nevertheless, my term has started, one year, cherish it, just one short year and it will be over before we knew it. Dearest exco, let's do it well, to our very best, to make changes, to be a leader, to deliver what we said we would be it during interviews or speeches. We're all in this together :D And when you take up all the post, dont look back, dont doubt your ability, just do it, reach for the impossible, i know we're all capable, i know all of us can do it right and do it with pride. Always believe you can, i believe in us. It's a challenge, but we're up to it, show everyone we're up here for something :) One year only, it will be fast. And i've 9mins before meeting! Hahaha. Thankyou everyone for coming and support, dearest 4LY classmates, you guys are the best people. And weijie and shuhadah, even though i didnt have the chance to see you guys, thankyou juniors for coming down (: And S33, thankyou so much too for all your support and encouragement all these while ;D After concert ended, Amanda, Gwen, Wanqing and I went to East Coast Macs, talked and supper! Reminiscing the pre-concert practice and everything! Thanks Amanda's Dad for sending me home at almost 1am! And yup back home, was online for awhile before i slept at 2.35am! The next day, woke up at 2.35pm! Yes 12hours straight, and never woke up so late before! Hahaha, ate brunch before leaving for PW meeting! Grace was in taonan camp so it was just Linli, Gabriel and I. We did some work and master plan before dinner! And we took away for dinner, sat at viewing gallery and starting talking. Haha very interesting, i'm stopping here GRINS :D Thank you for everything If this was a game of truth and truth, it's the best one i've ever played This is what happen when life is at the speed of light, and you dont know what's happening around you. Wow, this is amazing, really is. That few songs that played in my head once again Memories of yesterday that flashed across Seems too clear, as though blurring it wasn't successful at all. Never understand why |