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Date: 14.6.09 Time: 11:13 pm
Have been catching up with reality after camp, yes long long sleep of like 19hours, drifting in and out of consciousness thanks to the piece that i made extra effort to guide brother and now he's banging on it and super argh. Well at least it's that piece. Facebook is super ultra distracting, i meant i have the intention to just check things out a bit and focus back on ionic equilibrium, damn but it's like an hour already haha. Nevertheless, i need to finish reading it at least once tonight. Speaking of notes, reminds me of how underprepared i am for this round of exams. I'm really dreading it, i meant look, it's supposed to be holidays, and i'm not exactly like enjoying it and everything, havent taken time to chill and i'm supposed to study ohmy. Well face reality, exams in 2weeks, it's time to dig out notes and really read them for the first time. Aww this sucks, kay fine whatever i am a student afterall. Yes so like i've mentioned the next week or two, i will try to cram as much as i can to study hopefully it will be productive starting from tomorrow. It's time to compensate for all the missing-from-lectures and tutorials crap. Clic was amazing, awesome. Really, i meant it was really a great place to bond leaders of our batch and really click together kinda thing. And i'm glad again i realised some of my shortcomings, hmm weird as it seems, but i feel better knowing my weaknesses than strength. Okay this time, i realised that i'll let myself take the follower role in an unfamiliar environment, not enough courage to step out in a non-comfort zone. I cant really let loose this camp, somehow, there's many times i thought i could do better, i thought there's more to me that im not shwoing, okay not just thoughts it's reality. People telling me how dao i am, which i deemed as quite true that few days, somehow the camp mood isnt there until the last day. Well yup and They were saying try to make full use of your strength to make a difference, but i guess im always trying to find fault in myself to make them better, wellwell. Haha im seriously thinking whether to launch into the minor details of clic! Ohoh some zooming in, Haha im a DSC person, well, not surprising but funny thing is like how D and S is supposed to be conflicting or smthg and well, thats my 2strongest personality. Yup that explains why i am a mild D. The people there said something like i'll always stone to think and think(which is very very true) and people around me feel that i'm loner kinda thing, so i must let everyone know im not ignorant, just thinking! Hahaha, and yes determined to leave a legacy, make a difference to others. And i must be more I! hahaha. This DISC is really kinda true if you look at it carefully. Oh i love amazing race though it was damn tiring, hell lotsa fun as we ran across streets and like lost kids sprinting towards food and drinks. But circling little india, bugis area wow, better than i imagine! Last station was HAHAHA, desert, some motivation there for us to run for it even though we thought we never made it there. I guess we always underestimate ourselves nowdays, after we were taught not to think too highly of ourselves and set realistic goals kinda shit, we set the boundaries for our potential that in fact can be stretch further than imagined. Never thought of that, but well it comes to me now, why we're always so stagnant, stupid theories and teachings. Last day of clic was memorable, really. We started off with the doctor's game, haha how the first station was plain lucky, and we got ourselves green! Like shrek! :D damn cute haahha. Well lessons popped into my mind again, initially how we didnt want to share the knowledge of that station, but nope it doesnt work that way, in this world we dont have the luxury of time, luxury of opportunites, eventually if you dont give and take, you'll lose out too, guess it's about giving without having the greed to want something back. Yup torture chamber was zzz, let's skip this! The shooting game was amazing, never thought i will enjoy such a boyish game, haha but well i did. PGP is an excellent place for such a game with like the top and bottom floor kind thing, staircases and hidden corner! Nice and wonderful game, im running out of adjectives as you can see! Haha. Then we had bash night prep! And then bash night, quite abit of camwhoring until all the cameras started to run out of batt! hahahaha! After another shower, joined my group at meeting room for funtime, and when they realised im actually high and talkative HAHAH, oh and went to tv room to start my mission of making friends. Okay sounds desperate enough but then i feel really really good after that. I meant like there's alot of people, that you know their existence and they know yours, and when you walk past each other you just stared and well my point is why not make friends with them haha, well im pretty glad that my adrenaline was high enough for me to go thick skin that night! Talked lots with leong ying and arnoald! We continued crapping, leongying, asyraf, weicong, augustine, yihan and me! Talked until about 5plus before we started doozing off! Oh and plenty of interesting calls happened too! Hahah. So yes an hour of sleep before the next day, and last day. Alot of discussions, which was quite effective i think! Hahaha shanice, i remember the college thing discussion, how we pray hard it's not that guy HAHAH omg! Yup and homesweethome soon after! Okay yes done with all the clic thing i guess, and ruthchee is the best faci YES :D and thankyou group1 for everything :D Hmm it's 12 now actually, i've got weird urge to play piano at such times, well tomorrow i guess. It's now time to shift my focus to other stuff in my life i guess, piano being a pressing issue, and there's alot of harmoc stuff that i thought of also. Ah i will start writing things down, my memory is failing me :X Im sleeping now i think well, ionic equilibrium i dont know what to do with you actually haha. Oh and huixian, photos on facebook lar! It's too troublesome to upload here with fb can contain everything hehe! Still stupid and foolish, damn, i cant believe this myself too, i thought it was just a matter of time that things will get back to normal. Now it's like sinking even deeper. But then again, the acting gets better. Well, i dont know what to say anymore. It's funny how the thought of it actually calms me down, instead of what it's supposed to be like making me feeling nothing-but-calm. |