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Date: 19.6.09 Time: 10:56 am
Revision is ayeeee bad. Okay im really thinking whether i shld throw myself out of my house to study, since home aint condusive enough. Argh argh i shall return to proteins at 11.15 i swear! Sigh now i kinda wish school will remain close, so there's more time to study and everything, but then again, the studying thing will drag. I'm quite surprised that Liew havent come to email, call or sms us for our GPP, i meant it's like ending of third week of holidays, and we're still half way through it, making progress though heh. Now i really cant imagine us doing WR. I guess it's the time factor, when we dont have the luxury of it, we're stretch far beyond our limits. Just like now, even though time is kinda tight, i dont have the mega sense of urgency to do work, bloody shit. Arbish, piano later again, i dont know, too many lessons nowdays. Feel too unprepared for dip. I still dont know, register or not for this year's. The world has too high expectations for everything, crap. For concert this year, school and age when first exposed to piano is printed on programme booklet, how shit. Yes victoria junior college, the elite institution where students excel in everything they try doing. Sigh. I shall stop complaining seriously. i think it's just her, that i cant bare to see. Well, it's always flashing across my mind, the damn good old days that i never thought will go away, but it did. Time continue to fly, never wait for anyone. I miss those days, really do. It's too late now. Regretting doesnt help, as much as i regret now, should have treasure it more. Perhaps this is the best for everyone. Self-scarification for the better of everyone. Typing in chunks now, no flow, no logic, no meant for anyone including myself to understand, probably the next time i read this(if i ever), i wont know what im trying to say. Well sometimes i think i've gone too far for return, i bloody cant now. I guess it's true, when you're in the picture you cant see it clear, it's irritating uh, seemingly being masked in where it's supposed to be the clearest spot. It makes people blind, it makes people make mistakes, and regret. Now this is processing of every day's life, reflection and thoughts i would say, and not emo-ing. Yes it's way past 11.15, lol the discipline is fading off. Labels: hundred minutes of heaven |