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Date: 10.1.09 Time: 11:55 am
Monday's results day, by 2plus, we'll all be lablled with a number. I think i'm losing my mind thanks to this, yesterday i found myself behaving weirdly, i dont know, walking around and thinking of all the stuff. And nope, i havent made up my mind yet, what score=what school thing, i've been like thinking of this since like last year technically, or rather last month, and i just let myself pass that point, like it's aint impt and everything, like i'll tend to it later. Now it's like my thoughts are kinda distorted already, i know i cant make right judgements and decisions at this point, just very very argh. If everyone does well, you know what that means. Just like the past few days, we're backtracked to olevels and those stupid killer questions in physics. The thought of that make me wanna kill myself or smthg for the stupidity during o's. Argh. And it's like the past few days showed me that we're not very elite though we're elites. Yup somewhere along those lines. Just that the whole idea of taking back results is damn scary. I've walked down memory lane. That was painful. Heartwrecking. Kay dont comment on my post, it's just to release emotions argh. Anyway yes, i hope that i'm eliglble to call kevin on results day, thats a deal, either of us names appear on ppt, i'll call. |