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Date: 7.11.08 Time: 7:32 pm
You know something, well you probably dont know -.- Fine yar i was saying i've been blogging about o's so much that i didnt give myself any thinking space except for how demoralising some papers are and how the whole singapore is going to do well for easy papers, what a thought okay yar. Then did i mention i've damn weird dreams nowdays that totally scares me off, like i forgot how to draw a wave-cut platform 2weeks after egeog paper in the middle of the night, and then 2nights ago i dreamt of studying bio on school's tech block rooftop, i swear these dreams are getting on my nerves! OMG heavy price to pay after o's Hmmm im probably thinking of staying home tomorrow to slack and study at the same time! Well well i think for mcq it's possible but just that productivity will suck abit! But i need desperately to save up for post-o's activities.. and those retail therapy? They are gonna make my wallet painful! Yupp today @ changi with yijie alicia and kevin, we were talking about so retain stuff and yar again, it drifts me back to how it was never a worry that drives me crazy, but thats abit selfish thought i have to admit. I only worried about the chances of getting scholarships. Maybe that's how life is, you only get to worry about what lies before you, and you can only truly understand how others feel if you've been in that position before. After that went to get exco tee, omgg exco 0708 is LOVE :D i'm not sure how to make this right now, i used to think i know, but i guess i dont. Because i want to preserve the part of our innocence and purity, but i know we have to move on, and not stuck in the past. I missed those days very very much, because of how we managed to stick by each other despite so many setbacks, because i know someone is always there for me to depend on. Those days are unforgettable. But we now come to a crossroad, the road ahead holds different dream for you and me(song lyrics LOL). I'm not sure how will we be few years down the road, still in touch? As we speaks future now, we both know the future is uncertain for us. grr, i really really missed those days. Labels: You only know when you ask |