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Date: 2.7.08 Time: 9:46 pm
wow, unlike the hols i totally have no time to think or to emo whatsoever shit. thats why bryan always say im emoing after school, dont have larh okay. and mr faizal said im always dreaming during maths! LOL. okay stopped there just now, and now i have exactly 5mins to type wtheck. sighs so there, im really sick of studying. thats why im sleeping in class like so often now, thats why i dont even bother to open my sch bag after school, thats why i dont even care abt studying for tests, and thats why i havent got the sense of urgency to pick up my book. monday's motivation talk(!!!) by mr soon was encouraging enough, but at home everything seems too depressing to be a condusive environment for such a boring activiy. darns. I'm in a dilemma right now and ragh my brain is failing me, it's not making any fair decisions. oh and my dear brain is certainly suffering too much, just 2wks ago i misplaced my keys, today i forgot my wallet, monday i forgot to bring ss, sunday i forgot my ez-link. and what else omg, i'm soon forgetting myself. piano piano piano, that explains why my head and hand is aching now. okay fine, i know my piece is pretty easy compare to the rest, i know my standard is like shit compare to the rest, and im stuck with these people for concert. and as predicted i'll probably stand out being the lousiest. tsktsk, im not trying to be negative and i dont deem this crazy anyway lol so. aww and my attempt to finish my hw was hindered by reading twilight again but luckily it's fast and im done. :D haha i shall wait for my dear cousin to bring the rest of the books over (: tonight i will try my best to sleep early, to avoid sleeping in every lesson again. but then again, it's uncontrollable ehs with physics tmr! yess arrowing it like crazy! Labels: have you make up your mind |