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Date: 20.4.08 Time: 5:25 pm
this very moment i should be like chionging my dear amaths but im sitting here typing ahhh crap. emaths: all but vectors amaths: 1-8 physics: 1-5 chemistry 1-5 biology: havent-touch-yet ss: sec3-6, sec4-1 egeog: havent-touch-yet okay this is my progress, i think it's way behind time but howwwwww? holy shit. while doing amaths just now, i realised i've forgotten so much abt trigo, further trigo and even matrices seem so distant. damnnn my differentiation better be good to secure some marks. talking about differentiation, that day's test is crazy. bonus qns, differentiate ln fraction with square root somemore, and get that bloody one mark. i gave up. amaths amaths, i deemed it getting crazier. i havent touch a single shit on sciences this weekend and intended to do so later, groans groans. if only im sec3 now hey subjects, im trying my best to survive now. and dont try to kill more of my brain cells cause not many are left. -.- what a joke. yalurh yalurh i will do my best this time. and yeps no pressure okay, we've seen the effects of it, hinder performance eh. but do you know im getting tired looking at piles of books, staring into alien questions. but yet i told myself to hang it there, when i feel like giving it all up. motivation and inspiration is all i need to get me going now. everything's getting bitter, but that doesnt. 18moredays, anyhow im going to do you proud. i will try, but is trying enough? some days ago, i refresh my memory of 2years ago. i re-read what i've read many times. they're getting very familiar, very closely-linked now, and i see myself in that shadow, i feel myself shifting my footsteps to follow it. but im darn scared of it, how contradicting. perhaps you dont know this part, but the truth is we're not talking abt the main scoop of it now, we're zooming into the tiny topics, and yes i'm also having problems with those that you once have. |