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Date: 17.3.08 Time: 11:34 pm
it's probably hard to put everything i'm feeling today into words, just idk hard. very. for the first time, i got to realise what i've been doing for the past one year is so useless. i've just been following blindly, i've forgotten all the impact they left on us, left on me. i've negelcted the whole importance of that. i've loss it too. today, i realised so much when i began to sort all the information that was input-ed. words, simply hit me hard. yet, there's still some things i wanna say, some things i wanna do, and yes yijie, i will do it. life's never easy, never fair. and i'm gotten over w this idea. still the plain truth of reality just slap me awake, from my long slumber. i'm tired of all these, yet who isnt? well hangon, a few more months only :/ yup jamie, so short yet so long ahh. and then i've woke up too, term1 was overly-slacky. no doubt my results shown clear reflection of it. flunk bio?! LOL, how motivating! nehh i will still try harder, and harder, cause i dont believe failure always happen. this term, i wont disappoint you, i will show you i can do it! (: anyway, thanks alot bryan for today. it's been hard, so much things on mind aye? but you've been a good listener lah hahas. :D okok, i'm gonna sleep early this term, trying my best, before midnight! |