sometimes, you just cant control what's happening, can you?
im feeling goddamn ashame of myself. term3 was indeed a lousy term for me. i've lost grip of my sciences, my maths. everyone aroud just tell me im smart or whatsoever, hell NO. im just freaking dumb and lousy. i broke 2 records today. 1. a C for my science. 2. the no.2 test that i failed this year. oh i know what most ppl will say next, 2tests only? yeah whatever. it's more than enough for me. i've never studied so hard and yet get such lousy results. sometimes i just dont know what's wrong. i got so tired of studying esp when i cant perform well, or in other words, not up to my standards. my parents. i havent shown much test results to them in term3, let alone that damn progress report. i've got enough pressure myself, i dont need more seriously. everything is getting tougher, i just got so lost. yea, dont cry over the spilled milk. i've got to buck up, seriously. my one and only hope now, END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS. but im too fearful to pin any hopes on myself. sighs.
and i really dont know how you can suan others out of that situation, heartless, a word delicated to you.
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