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Date: 20.9.07 Time: 10:10 pm
neither did i know counting one less would hurts so much all these things that you all might have done, but we're just spectators watching the free show. but somehow, you seem so happy about all these. when one is gone, i felt something is missing, that empty feeling just rush through me, hurts too much, numb my feelings. i've realise nothing last, not even all these simple things. yet we cant control when it's going to happen. sometimes i tend to reproach myself, is it because of me? i felt guilty of it, but yet im not told the truth. i dont intend to poke into ppl's business so i leave that alone. maybe, only maybe, i've done what i can, but it's kind of late. sighs. i just wish everything wont change, but that's impossible. there's one lesson i've learnt today, treasure when they're there. mugging time! |